a brief respite

i finally know the feeling of indifference. total, utter, complete indifference. indifference taken to extremes, to the core, nexii of that word. such extreme indifference that one may mistake it for cold shoulder. but no, see, im too tired to care, and its not worth for me to care. why should i put in effort when i dont get anything in return?

Yes, i dont fit in. Yes, i cant crack those smartass comments as and when i like. Yeah its awkward when i open my fucking mouth. so guess what, il just shuttup. plain and easy.

self imposed asylum or a silent haven, you decide reader.