debbie yap si qi

well, i dont really know what to blog about now
hmm, ill make it for you debbie :D since you're part of the in club now

makes the number of people with access to my blog up to 4. better that way anyways, good riddance bad rubbish.

hmm, A levels in 3 months, prelims in 2 days.

jc has changed me. for better, for worst

i've definately become much more hardworking. the fear of failure never fails to scare the crap outta me.
yet, i guess i still forsee a future of failures. No matter how short a duration left in my life as a jc student. who knows? maybe ill screw up so badly, ill have to retake the A levels.

or maybe, not at all. to greener pastures, perhaps?

ill just spam out a phrase from disgrace now, cause why not, cause i wanna look like i've kept up with the times. cause i wanna look like im not suffering that badly.
"Vedi l'anime di color cui vinse l'ira".
look now at the souls whom anger has defeated

its been a year. i wish to end this encounter in peace. is that so hard? to these numbskulls whom cant even grasp the fragility of human existance, i guess so. its hard. their thick skulls have nothing cept studies and what not. "MUST. HATE. WEESIANG. MOARRRR"

god. what a pathatic excuse of a class.

anyway, debbie, welcome :) i'm sorry for not contacting you earlier. i was... lost for a long time.

struggles after struggles. i feel bitter and hardened. i just wish it all to end soon.

and it will. 89 days and 20 hours and counting.

89 days and 19 hours and 59 minutes and 58 seconds and counting...