ponder, question, ask.

so, lets kick off with a update on weesiang's life nowadays.

i have two things to be grateful for. Firstly, i invited a bro over to stay at my house.

"eh, wtf, whats this, grateful? you no life ar weesiang?"

ya i no life leh, how? -_- jc sucks. i hate jc. ughhhh

yeah, joshua came over to stay at my house. johnny english with root beer, chips, tf2, sc2, the works. we talked and played, and i slept at five.

an over riding pervasive emotion that i felt all the while was nothing. i felt nothing. even when we watched johnny enlgish, i felt nothing. the jokes, although an temporary anathestic from the numbness slowly creeping all over me, i felt nothing.

what is happening to me?

of course, slowly as we stopped all activities and i settled down to have a good long chat with my best friend joshua, i slowly felt something again. no, i slowly started feeling alive again. i dont know why, intelligent conversation and a familier face and old topics seem to drag me back to life from the deep grave that i have dugged and buried myself.

how... intruguing.

anyway, thank you joshua for the talk, i felt human again. and i need your help pertaining to other matters.

next, i have another thing to be grateful for. i have recent acquired a "mei" over the last few weeks. What is this "mei" as you all may be thinking? well, being a single child myself, i never have had a mei before. so, for the past three weeks, a mei suddenly pops up in my life. and this is my conclusion about her.

mei's are wonderful. my mei was there for me, in the lowest points of my life. she bolstered my weakening heart, and her wisecrack comments, those little "cheer up kor's" and "dearest kor's" can really lift your spirits up. i just hope my negativity doesnt consume her. seriously if we can bottle up little glass bottles of "dearest kor" and sell them, world peace would ensue.

thank you mei.